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After all this time…
I suddenly feel love turning into hate.
But it's not hate.
It's envy.
Why not me?
Am I this miserable? This unattractive?
I think, I'm going insane.
Crazy.
Everything's crazy.
And I'm the centre of it.
I can't escape. Escaping would mean to open my mouth.
To say something.
And this I can't do.
I'll never be able to do.
And so my heart get's slowly eaten by these feelings I hate.
Feelings, I shouldn't be capable of experiencing…
Slowly, everything's turning grey.
Black and dark.
White and hate.
A part of me is getting lost.
And I can't do anything.
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
I suddenly feel love turning into hate.
But it's not hate.
It's envy.
Why not me?
Am I this miserable? This unattractive?
I think, I'm going insane.
Crazy.
Everything's crazy.
And I'm the centre of it.
I can't escape. Escaping would mean to open my mouth.
To say something.
And this I can't do.
I'll never be able to do.
And so my heart get's slowly eaten by these feelings I hate.
Feelings, I shouldn't be capable of experiencing…
Slowly, everything's turning grey.
Black and dark.
White and hate.
A part of me is getting lost.
And I can't do anything.
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
What I am feeling right now.
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Geez, I'm the silent type, just as you described.
But I refuse to harbor hate, even though it's so had sometimes.
Usually I try to stay away from the problem source as much as I can and give time for time to come and wash it away from me. Time has this power for healing and making problems that were huge seem tiny and pathetic.
What's most sad is that you say it was love and now it's turning to hate.
I hope things work out for the best in this situation.
But I refuse to harbor hate, even though it's so had sometimes.
Usually I try to stay away from the problem source as much as I can and give time for time to come and wash it away from me. Time has this power for healing and making problems that were huge seem tiny and pathetic.
What's most sad is that you say it was love and now it's turning to hate.
I hope things work out for the best in this situation.